I care,

Im pissed that you didn't wait for me. It's been so hard for me to stay abstinent and here you are sleeping with 2 peole? I dont even know if there's more than that and i dont even know if I want to. I tell you I dont care because i really like you and you like me too but it sucks.. you'll be my first and I'll just be one of many... I know you say you regret it but that doesn't change that you did what you did.. I know you loved them and i dont hold it against you at all I just need you to know how I feel if this thing's going to work, and I want them to. it just sucks that I waited and you didn't. you know?