actually? are you serious? I can't keep apologizing for you assuming something. I told you I probably wasn't going to be able to call, I tried my hardest to stay awake for you but I fell asleep, I'm sorry I wasn't able to, and it sucks for me too but that shouldn't ruin the rest of your night/day/life. I'm not perfect sweetheart, I'm not always going to be there for you, but you should be happy for the times I am, not assuming I'm always going to be and then get dejected when I'm not able to come for one day. You're making this very hard for me, I've done nothing but try and make you happy but nothings good enough for you unless I devote my entire day to you and then by the next day you expect me to do the same? I love you but I can't live always worried you'll assume I'll do something and then I dont your entire day is thrown to shit. we're both more mature than that babe. I've been very accepting of you but I'm not sure if you're willing to do the same.. I cherish every moment I get with you because I know we're both busy people and time together is a privilege  not a right. I really want this relationship to work because I love you more than anything but I'm never going to be able to meet your expectations if you expect me to stay up every night and come see you every break, it's just not practical baby. You're a huge part of my life but you're not the whole thing and I have other stuff that i need to get done. Calling me a jerk and telling me to screw off only make me think you're immature and a healthy relationship can never work if you look for any opportunity to cut me down. everything that happened  last night could have been avoided if you'd just not assumed anything. I love you lissa, but we both need to change if this is going to work.

yours always,
Jess