Friday, July 15, 2011

no, I'm through.

Fuck sakes you bitch. what the hell do you think you are? how many times have you deleted me on facebook? only to re add me like 2 days later? as if I'm your fucking dog, supposed to come when you call. I'm my own person you masochistic fuck. I can't believe you, every time you tell me your sorry for how things ended and yea, of course I miss you but that doesn't change the fact that you ruined my life. I was 15 for fuck sakes, you told me that if I broke up with you that you'd kill yourself.I was terrified.you can't do that kind of shit to a 15 year old kid. I was just a boy for goodness sakes.  ,  you told me that you'd been raped only weeks before meeting me, as if excepting me to be at your every beck and call, I felt so bad for you, but I loved you. I wanted to give you the world but all you did was whine and bitch about how I wasn't trying? fuck you. you have to cops come to the school and interview me about your rape when all I know is what you told me? everyone in the fucking school probably thought I was under arrest. and to top the whole thing off I find out that everything you told me was a lie? that's pretty fucking low and I'm sick and tired of putting up with your shit, there are good people on this earth, you're just not one of them.